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Yeah that is about how I feel…. just bleh. Not blah, not blech, just bleh.<\/p>\n
It isn’t even really a feeling, more like the absence of feelings.<\/p>\n
I can’t seem to stir up any excitement for anything. I am kinda just going through the motions, playing the part for whatever I need to at the time.<\/p>\n
I am kind of excited about the meeting tonight, but I don’t really know if it is because I hope there will be some people there or because it will just be a chance to see some people that I haven’t seen in a bit.<\/p>\n
Checking out the pictures for maxx’s house warming made me smile a bit, but then I realized this was the first time that I had ever looked at the pictures he had posted and actually wished I was there. Most of the time it is just like, “Hey looks like maxx had a good time.” This time it was more like, “Hey looks like maxx had a good time. Damnit why wasn’t I there?” Then I realized that I hadn’t even been paying enough attention to the date to realize I had missed it. Sad.<\/p>\n
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Original thread from my old forums Yeah that is about how I feel…. just bleh. Not blah, not blech, just bleh. It isn’t even really a feeling, more like the absence of feelings. I can’t seem to stir up any … Continue reading